Just setting at work watching Dumb and Dumber on my portable dvd player. Man I love that movie. Brings back awesome memories.  Had a really nice Christmas but seems to always be to short.  Had fun getting to visit with Beki and Brandon the night before Christmas Eve. 

I will probably get off of work around 5pm tonight because of how slow we are.  Going to see Meet the Fockers tonight with Tyler and Lynette.  Well anyway, not a lot to say today just really bored.

Well it is Monday again.  Thought I would get on this deal and spill some thoughts.  Miss my family and my good friends pretty bad lately. I was able to see one of my good friends(Bryan) Saturday evening during the OU game. Was really cool.  I found out he has gotten really serious with Ashley Hole.

Anyway things are going well. I reall enjoy my new job but can get a little slow at times for me.  Decided to take 2 classed this up coming semester to give me something to do.  How jacked up is that. I couldn't wait to get out of school because I was tired of it and now that I am it, I want to take classes for enjoyment. What irony.

Got a good Monday night game going on today that I am excited about.  My fantasy teams game depends on how well Sean Alexander and Josh Brown do. 

Tomorrow evening I have a dinner date with the VP of my company at a restaraunt called Masushi's.  It is supposed to be $40 a head and I get to bring Melissa as my date. We are going out tonight to go shopping for new clothes so I can look like a pimp.  All my old stuff is out dated.

Anyway, until next time,

Peace

Well, I think I have a case of the Monday's today.  Didn't sleep well last night so I am struggling today.

Got moved into my new room.  I am pumped about this. It turned out really nice. Played Halo 2 this weekend and I think I am about 3/4 of the way through the game. 

Was able to go to the OU/Nebraska game. Stood about 8 ft. from Tom Brokaw. 

Stayed up late last night talking with Ryan Capshew about whether or not someone could lose their salvation. I told him that a hard part of my walk at the beginning was that I read 2 Peter 2: 19-22 or 23.  This made me question my faith during times or hardship.  I had to ask myself was my faith real.  I felt that I would automatically quit sinning altogether and if I were to sin that I wasn't good enought and that my conversion was questionable.

What I have realized over time and from what I have learned by God's grace is that our self-righteousness will never be good enough.  That it is by God's grace alone.  This was very hard for me to grasp.  I think what happened was that I got sick of worrying about me being a sinner and trying to correct myself by becoming self-righteous that I finally just gave up trying so hard and gave it to Christ.  This was a big win for me spiritually. 

Any way got to go to work.